New Years REsolution

I myself am also quitting my slef destructive tendencies. I loved to drink and smoke. I had to alter my mood cuz of the pain i was trying to cover up. From the support of a good friend in Germany I've decided to quit drinking, smoking and purging.

I've been bulemic for 3 years.  Sticking my fingers down my throat was some what psychological. Trying to get rid of what made me dirty and guilty. I was throwing up my negative thoughts the voices the shame. It felt good to throw up, i was addicted. No worrieds about calorie intake, i've lost 50 pounds too. I've also damaged my inseides cuz it got to the point of throwing up blood.

But no more. I'm 30 years old and need a change. From the support of friends and family i've decided to live a better life. I've become a new born Christian. I study the bible everyday. Knowing that Jess loves me and forgives my transgressions I can go on everyday shame free.

If anyone needs help or advice on quitting their destructive ways just talk to me. I'm a good girl gone bad gone good. :)